Another chance at true love with the same person

I'm so scared. I don't want to fuck this up...again. I want to stay with him, for much longer. I love him. I was so scared yesterday, when I logged in and he had sent me a message saying that this was a waste of time for both of us. I almost cried. Because I love him so FUCKING much. He's my one, my only. And I love him everyday. I think about him when I have nothing else to think about. I love him when I am sleeping, he is in my dreams. I am happy to hold him close to me once more at the end of the week. And I really love him. I can never stop saying that. I do. I fucking love him. And I am happy that he is giving me another chance.

Mini Pancakes and Juice

Wow. Today, is going to be a good day. The pancakes that the school has given us told me so. I mean, who gives someone pancakes and expects them to have a bad day? I mean really! It just seems like good logic. And anyway...I went job hunting yesterday. My feet were fucking screaming at me. And it really fucking sucked. And right when I walked in the door, I was forced to do chores!

I'm so fucking tired, like no lie. And I have lost access to my Ning. I made one for the German Band, Die Killerpilze, but now it's gone. :-(

I got my bestest friend ever to like, blog! His name is Leon, and he is cool. Lizz, I command that you add him at once. If you want a laugh, you must.

Anyway, I am very bored with my life. Maybe when I go job-hunting today, I will not be bored. I am hoping to get a job.


Fuck this shit, I am fucking tired of having people make fun of me for stupid ass shit. I am wearing high fucking heals today. I was getting a fucking drink of water, and a seeing as the water fountain is set lower than every other one in the fucking school.